ใครจะอดใจไหว!ความสัมพันธุ์ที่เกย์ทุกคนใฝ่ฝันและเชื่อว่าจะทำให้พวกเขามีความสุข

Hey Guys. first I have to say that this is not showing off, to talk about something so deep and hard like gay relationship.(Just want you to know that I don't want to use the word "gay" for me I think it's a negative word and I never felt good with it. If you don't mind I will use "edge people"and "homo" instead)  so I think using Thai language may make my article looks weird. And one more think is I'm not that good as English like native user so I have to apologize for any wrong grammar you might find in my article 

I always dream about spending my time with someone. I always want to take care someone, to make they know I love them. I want to do it in the way that I can feel that it's the right way. The moment that I can show the love and pleasure or even play dirty with the man/my type  I love with feeling safety. I'm not sure that other edge people want the same as I want but this thing that I believe it would make me a human. 

as all you know it , we can't choose what we want to be or born to be but at least we can live with what we have left or what we are, in the happy way. I am one of human in the world who believe that even I'm homo I still can find that feeling, that moment or experience  the same like the straight people have. I believe that there must be someone in this world that can see some beautiful on me and that must be someone that I want him to  be mine too (it's two ways you know not one way, I want him and he want me 

I am almost 30 year old and all my life. i have found so many people I like and I want to get further of knowing them but I never had that chance. I think it's impossible. Not just I am homo and they don't like it but I'm not rich or have a high salary too. That's hurt yeah. They don't even want to know me. And even worse it's I believe you must ever heard about one side relationship. The relationship that another one does anything good to another one but that one will never receive another one'love. But for me you know I don't even have a chance to talk to them so forget about the chance that would make me start the relationship with them. I suffer a lot anytime when I see a real man whose a big but. I am really not good as concealing so it has brought me a huge shameful beyond your imagination.

today as I am full adult and luster. I don't expect anything  more than finding a lovely man with a big butt and nice shape. No matter tall or short and he will allow me to grap that butt or anything more dirty that I can't tell you here. make love having a happy time all night.

Just that's it. This is I think what I want most. So what yours? Please share.

See these photographs and you will understand me.